Survivor's Guilt
D.J. shares a harrowing experience from his deployment, detailing the chaos of a close-quarters firefight and the emotional toll it took on him. He vividly describes the moment he witnessed his idol get injured and the feeling of helplessness that ensued. Rather than flee, he chose to return to the front lines, grappling with the weight of survivor's guilt that would haunt him long after the battle ended.In this clip
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